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fuck, i can't believe things turned out this way.

and to you, if you ever happen to read this, i just want to say sorry that things had to turn out this way.
disappointed as i may be that you weren't there for me when i so desperately wanted to talk to you, i don't blame you.
i'll probably feel the same way that you were feeling at that time.
but just to let you know, i never want to lose you.
i'm sorry..